Why am thinking about writing this book that I’ve had in the back of my mind for a few months? What do I know about the things I’d have to include? Who would be interested in this?
I’ve said to myself and maybe here that I would probably start after Labor Day. That’s 21 days away. On Labor Day I’d be facing writing the next day. When I think of that it makes me sick.
If I start in September and don’t have interuptions (this has never happened) it’ll take me four to six months to complete a first draft. And another one or two to rewrite.
And then what? Give it to my agent? She’ll hate it. So maybe I’ll have to find another agent. Not easy. Or maybe my agent will decide to try and sell it.
Nobody will buy it. Or even if somebody does it will fall through the cracks and three people will read it.
I’m going back to bed.