I’ve had some news that makes me sick. Yes, it has to do with publishing. I’m not going in to it because there’s no point. It would come out like gossip. But it reinforces how this business has changed.
Yesterday I was totally discouraged about what I was writing. Today I liked it. Still, somewhere I know that I won’t sell it. I don’t think I’ve ever written with that underlying knowledge since my first book. It’s strange to be back in that position.
The world of print is overwhelming me. I have the research books, new books from the library and the books that are coming in for the First Best P.I. Also a book that I agreed to blurb. And besides that I’m supposed to have a life. I think the life has to go on hold.